Some are calling me a miracle and here"s why. Generally anyone with stage 4 cancer is looked at "going to die". I was diagnosed in Oct 2009 as stage 4, expected to be dead by the end of 2011 for sure by 2012. Two Dr.'s told me to enter Hospice the summer of 2012. I did and left in Oct 2012 because I didn't feel like the end was that close. I did go home and say good-bye to my family in Oct 2012.
In the meantime I looked at my issues of not deserving to live and a freaky one that was a result of my religious upbringing. I was made to feel like I was a "bad girl" for having sex before marriage. I discovered that my subconscious now felt that the cancer was my punishment. I know logically that isn't true but the imprinting of religion over road those thoughts. But the point of my bringing these issues up is that by healing them I believe a miracle has happened. I decided, after years of wanting to die, that I actually wanted to live. But, in the past 3.5 yrs have been given numerous opportunities to die and yet I'm still here.
I know that my attitude, healing my issues and deciding to
live has changed everything for me. I
may not get 20 yrs but the fact that I have gone from stage 4 to remission is a
MIRACLE in and of itself. Remission
means that there are no new cells, some have reduced in size while others have
dissolved.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES AND HEAL THE ISSUES THAT KEEP THE
MIRACLE FROM HAPPENING!!!
Blessing
In Love & Light
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